Conversely, if this is your cup of tea, so much so that you think you should try hurting someone in real life, please reconsider, as you are too stupid to get away with it and too soft for prison, where you will be raped more savagely than even my twisted mind could imagine. While he enjoyed the rape, it was the killing that really turned him on, and he had had a long drive to think about how he was going to do it